"I'm thinking about our kids today."
My husband and I find ourselves saying this to each other often.
It's code for "My heart is hurting. When will the pain stop?"
Today I was fantasizing about a day when thoughts of our children would not enter our brain. I think a strong dose of Alzheimer's would be required for that to happen.
We think often of ALL our kids ... not just the ones who have RAD.
We get "warm fuzzy" feelings when we think of the daughter who reciprocates in our parent/adult-child relationship.
The adult-children who RADtypically lashed out at us... even our Ten Beautiful Years of happy memories HURT...
My husband and I find ourselves saying this to each other often.
It's code for "My heart is hurting. When will the pain stop?"
Today I was fantasizing about a day when thoughts of our children would not enter our brain. I think a strong dose of Alzheimer's would be required for that to happen.
We think often of ALL our kids ... not just the ones who have RAD.
We get "warm fuzzy" feelings when we think of the daughter who reciprocates in our parent/adult-child relationship.
The adult-children who RADtypically lashed out at us... even our Ten Beautiful Years of happy memories HURT...
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