Yeah.
Today I saw the family that's been running away from us in public places... we've been praying for them... really.
Their crap hurts.
As often as their crap hurts us, we pray for them.
It's obvious they don't have love to offer... and that alone is enough reason for me to pray for them.
Today I called the matriarch by name, she covered her face with her bible, pretending to be reading as she was walking, I called her name again, she looked up... I told her we've been praying for you and the family. We have, as a matter of fact I was praying for their family by name on the way to church because we often see their adult son there. We've never seen the whole family there.
Today I saw a man who used to lead the homeschool sports stuff we brought our kids to. I was told our "officer RAD" estranged three years responded to a call... "Hey, I saw your daughter not too long ago..."
Normally I tell people if you see officer RAD... tell her her mommy and daddy love her very much.
Today... mommy is tired of the bullshit.
Today mommy would like to imagine life without the ongoing trauma traumatized kids have brought to our lives. 3 years and counting. God help me. Please.
So today I was daydreaming about requiring our adult adoptees to give back our name.
Yay...trying to love my enemies...
“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children
of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and
the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
Today I saw the family that's been running away from us in public places... we've been praying for them... really.
Their crap hurts.
As often as their crap hurts us, we pray for them.
It's obvious they don't have love to offer... and that alone is enough reason for me to pray for them.
Today I called the matriarch by name, she covered her face with her bible, pretending to be reading as she was walking, I called her name again, she looked up... I told her we've been praying for you and the family. We have, as a matter of fact I was praying for their family by name on the way to church because we often see their adult son there. We've never seen the whole family there.
Today I saw a man who used to lead the homeschool sports stuff we brought our kids to. I was told our "officer RAD" estranged three years responded to a call... "Hey, I saw your daughter not too long ago..."
Normally I tell people if you see officer RAD... tell her her mommy and daddy love her very much.
Today... mommy is tired of the bullshit.
Today mommy would like to imagine life without the ongoing trauma traumatized kids have brought to our lives. 3 years and counting. God help me. Please.
So today I was daydreaming about requiring our adult adoptees to give back our name.
Yay...trying to love my enemies...
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